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| so it's been a very long time since i've written and that's not my fault...anyways, so life pretty much sucks...
it's like what's the point right? i mean it's just a bunch of bull shit every fucking day same shit you think to yourself " it's going to get better it has to how could it not get any better from here...right?! " but no every fucking time u get a little hope something or someone ruins it...hope is a waste along with living, believeing,and caring. i'm sick of it. it's weird though cause i've been ready to give up for a long time but here i am...still waiting for things to get better...but they just keep getting worse...now the only person i do care about has been taken away...because of the bullshit that life has given us. why would we not want to give up? think about it the only thing we have is each other and although it's gotten us this far..., well lets just say (LIFE IS OVERRATED) | | |
| so i'm at the library again...umm kinda bored. derrick's here too this time. so it's kool. this library is really kool i guess..it's kinda small though. WoW i have absolutly nothing to talk about..so yeah,Peace | | |
| hey so i just got back from withdrawing from school..yeah that's right i quit! i'm going to start back next semester though...u kno when i can go back to woodland.Bartow academy sucks! i guess i'm going to get a job..( make me some money ) while i'm out of school. i'm now at the library in euharlee. yep the library! gotta stay smart! lol anyways, so christy and them don't know i withdrew yet. i don't kno how they will react. o well.
*change of subject*
hey heather...how's life? yeah you know the thing that i haven't done in forever yea well i just kinda lost it a little...~~>moving on, how are you and paul? me i'm still single and still loving it! lol
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this one is called "pain" i like it.
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| hey...so i haven't been on in a while...( not my fault ), umm...wow what to talk about ::pondering:: i haven't really been doing anything. i started school last tuesday i think at bartow academy...only went one day though. it sucked. i haven't been able to talk to heather lately which really sucks...i did find our notebook though...read through it a little "good times" i also found lots of my old write ups...some from cass, mostley from woodland though oh and a few from middle school~~>those were good times too!! i'm so bored right now...yep just sitting here being a bored little loser hoping heather gets on sometime soon! ok well idk...peace.... | | |
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